(a)musing…

10Jun10

Sometimes you seem little and lost,

And all you want is an embrace.

Other times, the world is your oyster,

And I am proud of your determination.

Today is the beginning of a new me. New look, new attitude, new everything. I don’t wish to always be stuck in self pity and unhappiness. I am sick of being vulnerable and when I have my future to look forward to and wonderful people to meet and so many things left to experience, I may as well enjoy it.

Next week, I am hopefully coming off these awful pills which means I should lose that excess weight. I want to go on a detox diet, less sugar, no fats, healthy food. I will today tidy my room, move things around, throw out old junk and clean, completely. I will sort out a charity bag for all my old clothes, which are taking up room that I don’t have. I want to put up inspirational pictures on my wall, and write myself a to-do list to deal with my lack of organisation. I also want new curtains which block out the light completely, to help with my insomnia.

I’ve been inspired. I feel alive.

A bientot.